| | heeey ,
kay so im not gonna bore you
guys with my life anymore if you wanna know ,
i created a blogging site ;
http://crash-into-youxo.xanga.com/
soo if you decide to go to it , i could use the advice.
kay thanks.
♥
one .
So there is this boy... and he has my complete attention. Whenever we part I just get left with this feeling of wanting more. Its a little early but he's got me, and I think he knows it.
two .
I wish you knew how much this
hurts. But then again, no, I don’t.
It would be too embarrassing
to have you know
that I cry at night, that I
wish you were there,
that I pretend I’m holding your
hand, & that I relate all
these sad songs to you.
three .
and then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young. and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see the people in your life break, one by one. you wonder when your turn is going to be,
or if it's already happened.
four .
i don't hate him, i loved him, until i figured out it hurts a lot less to just not care. you don't expect him to turn up to your sporting match, no disappointments. you don't expect a call on your birthday? you don't expect to see him for months? no disappointments. you want us to go make up? sink a few beers together? nice family hug? i've given him enough hugs. he's given me enough disappointments
five .
Knowing that I get to see you makes every
second I have to wait a little more bearable
six .
I can’t help it. I can’t help caring. I’m forced. I’m too weak to restrain myself from you. I can’t help looking for you in a crowd. I can’t help thinking of you in the middle of night, day, or anytime at all. I can’t help wishing that you would love me. I can’t help waiting until the moment we talk again. I can’t help wanting to be more than just friends. I can’t help the way I love you..although I wish I could. Sometimes I just wonder why I love you the way I do; but I don’t have a reason. I just simply fell in love with you
seven .
I wasn't afraid of falling for
once in my life, guess I just
trusted the ground beneath me
eight .
Hey, listen. I'm comfortable around you, and these flirt sessions we have pretty much rock, but you have to win my heart, because right now it's stuck with some jerk who honestly doesn't deserve it. But I can't do anything about it right now because I fell harder for him than I did for anybody else, and unless he randomly disappears off the face of the earth one day, my stomach is still gonna drop to my feet when I see him. So, please, win my heart over
nine .
i step into my car & turn the radio loud, doing everything, trying to tune you out
ten .
And when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms.
eleven .
I don't wanna be just friends.
That's something I can't understand.
I don't wanna be just friends.
Not now, not ever.
Those two words are bullets in my chest
"just friends".
twelve .
Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you. Just because they want to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you. Because people lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, and "best friends" ditch. And there are always gonna be people who would kill to see you fail.
thirteen .
At the end of the day, I realize you're all I really want.
When all the confusion clears and I think about my life,
I can't think of anyone else I’d rather have next to me than you.
fourteen .
You have to learn that sometimes it isn't love. It's just a feeling, a sudden feeling, and you just over reacted.
fifteen .
It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life, we meet people and every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself. Know who you are at all times and stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what's right for yourself. You have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes. Why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.
sixteen .
Loving someone who can't love you back is like in a comatose. Comfortably lying but unconsciously bleeding and safely sleeping but silently hurting.
seventeen .
Do you know what happens when you continuously ignore people? You're teaching them a happy life without you.
eighteen .
We've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world.
nineteen .
Friends are like balloons. Once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm going to tie you to my heart so I never lose you.
twenty .
If drama was beer, our school would be wasted.
twenty one .
i get weak in the knees, fall
head over heels baby, and
every other cheesy cliche.
yes i'm swept off my feet,
oh my heart skips a beat.
twenty two .
You make me smile all the time, no lie. Even when I can't see you. I just think of you, and yeah, it's wonderful.
twenty three .
One look at your smile and I could see the light shining everywhere.
twenty four .
If you really want to know something about me, you should know this: I like my music loud. I mean loud. I’m not talking the kind of loud where your parents knock on your bedroom door and ask you to turn it down. Please. that's amateur house. When I say loud, I mean you can't hear your parents knocking and the neighbors are putting a for sale sign on their house and moving to another block because they can't handle the constant noise anymore loud. You have to turn it up so that your chest shakes and the drums get in between your ribs like a heartbeat and the bass goes up your spine and frizzles your brain and all you can do is dance or spin in a circle or just scream along because you know that however this music makes you feel, it's exactly right.
twenty five .
I wanna do exactly what you did to me: lead you on, make you fall for me, and then just let you go.
sotd (song of the day); take a bow - leona lewis
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